a different kind of apathy

Friday, June 24, 2005

courtesy of yinkae. :) tell me what you think about me after seeing how melodramatic i am and such. haha. =)
i finished my canvas btw. which is why im so happy now. hahaha.

anger

do you have a quick temper? Yes.
what do you do when you're mad? glare. breathe deeply. or yell at that person if i find it justified.
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? scratched someone till that person bled
if you can turn back time, would you have never done this? hmmm. i guess? but i wasnt very sorry.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad? hoho. a few. in the family and extended.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad? yes, but they recovered.
do you curse when you're mad? used to. try not to nowadays.

crying
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? right after choir grillings ( interviews)
ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yes. quite a few times.
ever cried over the opposite sex? hmmm. i suppose yes. but for reasons otherwise than soppy infatuation.
do you cry when you get an injury? Not anymore.
do certain songs make you cry? hurhur. ask my close frens. or look at my fav songs list.
can you make yourself cry? oh, yea.

pain
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through? before i came across Block Tests, it was the O levels.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself? hmmm. you wont wanna know.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else? whack her in the face with a softball bat. ouch. :X butbutbut it was an accident.
ever had a painful break up? Not as yet.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?hurhur. kinda morbid, but no.
how depressed can you get? hmmm. very. wallow in self pity and bleakness like Kingshaw. right xinhui? ;)
do you inflict pain on yourself? i try not to. hurhur. shallow threshold for pain.

happy
are you normally a happy person? well. i try to be. mostly for other people. =)
what can make you happy? having much time to spend with nice pple like geppers, ESP 4/15ers and choir mates in HC, sometimes church mates, having enough cash everytime i go out ( shopping), talking on the fone with the above mentioned pple, listening to a nice song, simple surprises from frens, nice desserts, the weather, rain.
do you wish you were happier? Very much more so. esp in the light of BT.
what makes you the happiest? being with certain people, doing certain stuff, staring at the sky, doing NOTHING.
is being happy overrated? Never.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy? depends who it is. =)
can music make you happy? yes. mostly those with great lyrics and melody.

love
how many times have you had your heart broken? hurhur. you'd wanna know?
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others? *shrugs* how do you define feelings to the extent that they are significant enough? but maybe not.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them? Yes. hurhur. still do.
did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply? hmmm. i dont tell people i like them. even to my friends... most of the time they dont know. except some celebs, but they dont count. who i like remains only in my heart. ;)
Ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry? Yes.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you? Yes. hurhur. but how true is that man.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'? Never exactly encountered...

hate
who do you actually hate? I dont hate. Just strongly dislike. hurhur. and of cos, i know who i dont like. ;)
ever made a hit list? Oh yes.
have you ever been on a hit list? hurhur. and i would know huh.
are you a mean bully?hmmm. let me know. =)
do you hate any one that breaks your heart? hmm. depends on the reason. jerks aren't worth the time.
do you hate George Bush? heh. nope.
self-esteem
is your self-esteem extremely low? It's average i guess. may dip from time to time.
do you believe in yourself? Usually much less than how much others believe in me. =/
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are? heh. i used to. now its a... " there are many prettier pple out there la.im just average, but thanks all the same"
are you happy with who you are? No. =(
do you wish you can be someone else? YES.

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